Verum Tuum Aspecias

1. Jowin (older brother)
2. Luiz (boyfriend)
3. Star (little sister)
4. Christine (baby mama/best friend)
5. Checka (Brothers girlfriend)

1. Make a porno
2. lose my virginity
3. stop going to school
4. break hearts
5. get a credit card
6. grow up

1. Luiz: haha this nigga be running through my mind all day.
2. Food: I’m a fatass, love me or hate me. what should I eat?
3. Sex: I don’t like sex but its something every guy can’t run away from. 
4. Random shit: I have A.D.D. so like I’ll lose my track of thought and think about something totally unrelated to the matter at hand. Oh look its a cloud shaped like a dick!
5. Bay Area: I often think what would life be like if I never left the bay? But then I realized life would suck without Luiz. <3
6. Carreer: I don’t know whether to finish college slowly or just join the navy and work my way up to what I want to be. 
7. What now?: I’m not really good at maing plans. I’m just a spontaneous child doing whatever comes to mind. #YOLO

1. Simplicity: I like it when things aren’t hidden, I like things up front, I like things blunt. Although I like puzzles and riddles, I don’t like it when the person I like is one. 
2. Smile: I love to see smiles and the more a person smiles the more appealing they become to me. =D
3. Food: If you can cook, I will love you like a pimp loves his hoes!! If you know all the best places to eat and you take me there, omg omg, that leads to food coma, which leads to bed, which leads to sexy time! ;) 
4. Sing: When someone sings to me, even though they cant sing really well,It’s really sweet. It shows me that they are not afraid to be themselves around me.
5. Hygene: A guy who smells good! I love the taste of a fresh mouth. The scent of his cologne. Being able to smell the shampoo on his hair when you give him a hug. Freshly washed clothes! mMmmm. 
6. Family orientated: I love a guy who is close to his family. I like to see that he can appreciate what he has and that he can take care of the things he cares for. 
7. Funny: I like to laugh. its not so hard to make me laugh. I laugh at stupid things, stupid jokes, stupid gestures, stupid faces. I laugh at things shaped like penises. I laugh at almost anything so if you cant make me laugh laugh then you fail XD
8. Be Yourself: I hate liars and fakes. If you cant be honest to me about who you are how would you expect me to trust you? If you’re pretending to be someone you’re not and I fall for that person, what will happen when you get comfortable and you eventually revert to yourself? And when I realize I’m dating a totally different person than the person I fell for, how do you expect me to continue a relationship with a stranger? If you’re a freak, so what? what if I like that? ;) 

1. I have a short attention span 2. I always sleep without a shirt because I hate wrinkles. 3. I poop butt nekid when I’m in the comfort of my own home. 4. I am infamous for a couple of home made solo porn vids. 5. I have a boyfriend who I think is adorable in every single way possible. 6. My license got suspended because I failed to fix a ticket that was impossible to fix. 7. I live for food! Food can heal all my wounds internally, externally, emotionally, spiritually, and sexually ;) 8. I’m a freak in bed ;) 9. I like to sleep, I sleep to escape reality. I sleep to live a life I only dream about. I’d say I love to sleep so much that I can control my dreams. My mommy calls me sleepy head because I have always been sleepy since I came out of her vagina. Yeah when I was introduced to this world I found it overrated so I slept through my birth. Fucking doctor had to wake me up though just to see if I was alive, NIGGA I was breathing!!!

1. Christine(baby mama): I sometimes wish I never left the bay. You were always there for me when I needed someone to chill with. You always hit me up for everything and I’m glad that you made me a part of your life. I miss you. 
2. Luiz(babe): I never expected you to be so important to me. You changed me so much in the short period of time we got to know each other. You saved my life. before you I had already given up on life but you gave me a reason to better myself and keep going. I cant thank you enough for not listening to me at the beginning when I told you not to fall for me. 
3. Star(sis): I see you growing up and I worry that you are going to make the same mistakes I did but whenever I hang out with you, you always seem to make me proud because you act so mature and responsible. I know that I dont have to worry about you but I want you to know that I am always going to be here for you.
4. Johnny(bestie): I know we don’t talk as much anymore. I know you’re busy so you don’t really have time to. I just want you to know I haven’t forgotten about you and it makes me sad because it feels like you have already forgotten about me. I feel like I’m not as important to you as I used to be. P.S. you owe me still fool =P
5. Ronnie(exbestfriend): I hope you’re doing well. Stay out of trouble. 
6. Pops: I miss you and I hope you come back soon. Its weird partying with my coworkers because they all know you… You’re famous here in Oxnard. I cant wait to taste your 5 star cooking when you come back. make me proud pops! 
7. Mommy: You changed a lot. You are strong and very capable of becoming a powerful person. You take on so many challenges every day, raising 4 kids by yourself and working 12 hour shifts. I hope you pass your RN-NCLEX test because it will help you in the future. Please take care of yourself, I know you wont let us down.
8. Jowin(kuya): I like how you’ve been an older brother to me. You made me who I am today. You greatly influenced me in so much ways you dont even know. My personality is a reflection of the way we grew up, the challenges we’ve gone through, the problems we faced, the knowledge you gave me, and your stupid sense of humor. 
9. Jaden(lil bro): sorry I don’t spend a lot of time with you. I like playing MW3 with you and watching netflix. I wish I could take you places but you’re only 10. Theres such a big gap between our ages. I’m sorry I’m not there all the time to spend time with you. You’re an awesome kid.
10. God(the father, the son, the holy spirit): Thanks for giving me this awesome life. Thanks for listening to my problems and answering them by bringing the best people into my life. Even though it doesn’t seem like you’re doing anything, when I look back,  you’ve answered all my prayers and given me a life most people only dream of. Thanks for everything big man.